I had my first gay experience when I was roughly the same age. It was so awesome. Also since that moment I knew I had to do something like that from time to time. Didn't you keep in touch? I sometimes meet him to this day. But now just maybe 2 times per year.
I remember when a hot plumber have to do a 5 day visit to our house when I was 1 3. Mom always gone or at work and by the third day he was trying to enter me and bust on my face. I miss him